Hope will fall tonight with broken wings
As closed eyes feel the cold winds embrace
Descending entity in me
Name: 조엘황진원 ; Joel ; ジョエル is ししざ - J ; Leo - J. Temasek Polytechnic Accounting & Finance. Euphoric & temperamental melodies, medleys, songs. Ascendancy & control in movements of the body. Equilibirum in all aspects. The physics of equipoise.. & manipulation of reality. For reality is just but an illusion.. that occurs due to the lack of alcohol. I live for Dance. Love. Knowledge. Music. 
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Saturday, September 17, 2011, 2:11 AM
when can i breathe again.  sometimes i feel like i could just fall onto the ground, and not have anything to stand up for. what is there, for me to hold on to? i went through so much.. that i've never been subject to before. all that was said and done, made no difference. i'm.. so tired. it's tough being alone. feeling like no one really bothers to understand. and even if they do, i guess it's just difficult to understand. everyday my expectations for life fall more and more. one day when it hits rock bottom, i guess that's maybe when i'll find myself back again. they say that life gives you bricks. all my life i've been very selective of the people in my social circle, building walls around myself with those bricks, instead of bridges. i guess now i shall just not do anything with them, without any expectations.. until i find the right decision to make on what i should do with them. i believe that with time, all of these will come to pass. but i hope i don't take too long. nowadays i wake up in the day feeling like i really just have nothing to look forward to. and i go to bed feeling really empty. maybe i should take it as though nothing ever happened.. how i wish someone could give me some answers, to all the questions in my head. |
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